''lil miss obsessive"

peeps who really knows me better will know the fact that im such an emo kid.


and to be honest, right now i dont feel good at all. things are falling into pieces and im so damn fucking tired to pull it all back together.


its only the beginning of the new semester but yet im all burnt out already. sux as a shit hole man. :(

this post is really gonna be an emo posting.

and yeah, i have to admit that im not good at handling pressure. who does? some juzt hide it well enuff so that no one els could see how fragile they are. or some like me, show it to world without me myself even notice that.

sometimes i juzt feel like im so done with putting on a mask and pretend that everything is gonna be okay.

im living a lie. how could it get more pathetic?

at the same time, im so sick of trying please everyone cos some peeps are like borned to take others for granted. no matter how much or how hard you pleased them, they will never get enuff of it. they juzt keep cuming back and ask for more. lol

i wanna come clean in this post, i do fake my feelings sometimes. which is not a wise thing to do. but, only to those peeps that arent my real friends. survival skill~ its funny when they tell me that im a fake but at the same time, a question pop up in my head,


"so, you are telling me this is the real you? you arent acting? cos your 'talent' are way better than mine. and thats why peeps often tells me that im such an cocky XO." lmao!


well, i must say~ this post has absolutely nothing to do with anyone who is still living or remain dead. :b


its 1:00am.. i got morning class tomorrow so i better go to bed.


ciaos!

ps:
1.estranged's new album is coming soon!
2.they are the guest band in samsons club tour @ mont kiara and sunway pyramid.
3. my lecturer is a RATU GEDIK!
4.going back malacca this weekend as well! lol


xoxo
hazie