''lil miss obsessive"

if i need to write a review about this sem, the rating is gonna be real' bad. yeah, worst than ever.

in fact, im starting to have the feeling that nothing went right in my life again. whatever i do, it aint right. last night is like the worst day ever in my whole entire life. it is, no doubt. i cant believe that i did something like that. i never meant to take credit for others hard work. i hate myself, shoudve follow up, shouldve been more active in it, shouldve ask around this and that. but i didnt, and its all too late. yet they are so kind, willing to help me. what kinda person i am? taking peeps and things for granted? and im regret about the ultimate decision i made in the first sem. why would i wanna change my major course back then. sux. now i dont get ptptn loan becos i didnt inform them about that. not to mention since i have moved out from campus, i need to pay the rent and bills. omg. whatve i done???? what was i thinking?? now my folks need to suffer with me, and my sis too. and programming, it makes me headache. but its one of my major courses. they all do well and understand it but me? all the codes, the variables... did i made the right choices? i dont think so.. im okay if im the only one who have to deal with the consequences, but no. peeps around me too! im such a burden. shouldnt even be alive for doing things like this.



yes im regret. but there is nothing i can do. i wish i could turm back time, but i cant. i wish i didnt make such decision, but its too late. i can only wish.



im so so so sorry. i really am. i guess im not a good person afterall. you should really stay away from me. im sorry.