''lil miss obsessive"

erm
its been a couple years since i last saw someone and i really need to say it out loud!!
i dont miss you like i did before
i got over you, finally
like one budak sial told me before, time will ease your pain and at the same time it will heal your wound

and it did!
here i am
living my not-so-adventurous life
but i am relieved
and i am happy
i can breathe now
living my life without the thoughts of you

you were wonderful
you were sweet
you were kind
you were smart

but recently i had finally came to realize something i shoulda did a few years back.
you are not what i tink you are
and i think thats the reason why it became so easy for me to do it

i still adore you
but not as much as i did before
afterall, you are not the one
i knew it a long long time ago
but i juz keep pushing it away

its kinda funny
when i tink back
i was such a fool
but im not gonna be one
not anymore

she deserves you
thats what you said
but frankly i dont think its gonna last any longer
im not jealous
im not sabotaging
but its all about you
cos you are "so perfect" in a broody way
full of emoness
thats how you sell yourself
im not laughing
this is the truth

im evil
yes i know it
im borned evil
as a bitch
but never a slut
lmao

so yeah, im pretty emo rite now
but its alright
im okay
better than ever

there will always be a spot for you in my memory
but its not all about you anymore

xoxo
hazie