''lil miss obsessive"

it was 10pm++

we was exhausted

this is the real life of uni students

erm
its been a couple years since i last saw someone and i really need to say it out loud!!
i dont miss you like i did before
i got over you, finally
like one budak sial told me before, time will ease your pain and at the same time it will heal your wound

and it did!
here i am
living my not-so-adventurous life
but i am relieved
and i am happy
i can breathe now
living my life without the thoughts of you

you were wonderful
you were sweet
you were kind
you were smart

but recently i had finally came to realize something i shoulda did a few years back.
you are not what i tink you are
and i think thats the reason why it became so easy for me to do it

i still adore you
but not as much as i did before
afterall, you are not the one
i knew it a long long time ago
but i juz keep pushing it away

its kinda funny
when i tink back
i was such a fool
but im not gonna be one
not anymore

she deserves you
thats what you said
but frankly i dont think its gonna last any longer
im not jealous
im not sabotaging
but its all about you
cos you are "so perfect" in a broody way
full of emoness
thats how you sell yourself
im not laughing
this is the truth

im evil
yes i know it
im borned evil
as a bitch
but never a slut
lmao

so yeah, im pretty emo rite now
but its alright
im okay
better than ever

there will always be a spot for you in my memory
but its not all about you anymore

xoxo
hazie

listening to TELL ME WHAT TO DO, metro station..


frankly, i surprised mahself when i look at mah current fave playlist the other day.
good Christ! its full with bands like METRO STATION, TOKIO HOTEL, JONAS BROTHERS, OASIS, INCUBUS, BUSTED, MCFLY!!!
well, still a playlist packed by numberous bands but dude, i mean take a good look at the genre.

electro, electronica, cheesy teen pop, so-called rock band??

what happened to me? a drasctic change of taste in music?
but Incubus is acceptable LAH.
hey, i luff all this bloody awesome bands but i was a girl who used to listen to Linkin Park, Simple Plan, Three Days Grace, Bowling For Soup, Blink 182 and stuff like that. i still do but not that much.
dun ask me why cos apparently i have absolutely no idea as well.
beats me..

well, back to mah stinky boring life.
hmm.. not much difference actualli, nothing unusually exciting or manage to make me feel happy or any better, except the moment when i got mah ticket to balik kampong for mid term+raya break!
hell yeah! thats something which is gonna put a smile on mah face.
im homesick though i basically go bec every single week..
call me a baby.. in fact, call me whatever u wan, its not like im gonna give a rat' ass about wat u tink about me. i aint living mah life for ya. not a chance.

yesterday i was supposedly to be going to ptptn but i ended up boarded on a bus which was heading to ntv7 studio for a show call jangan tido lagi.
learned a lot from that trip! gr8 experience! but at the same time im so damn exhausted. its a long story but i really wanna mention in here that the abang mia persuasion damn good.
c'mon, me and mah fren are persuaded by him okay. we actualli turn our back on our plan and join them. lmao!
but he is kind enuff to help us about the ptptn probs, so, kudos for him.

we was bz camwhoring during the gap btwin one episode to another..
and the guy from kolej office was actualli lecturing us cos at some time, we were actualli takin pics outside of the washroom! lmao!! X)
there are couples of pics but u noe me, im lazy..
so yeah, here are a few of the pics i took during tat trip.

hey, no more legs wehh!!

this is the pic of me, juz outside of the *gentlemen's washroom*!

the set~~

i had lotsa of fun that day wif emy. haha..

yeah,one more thing b4 i end this.

ESTRANGED's new album will be out around mid October after raya.

keep your eyes and ears wide open to get the latest info!

and obviously im didnt link any url lately so please google it yaself aite.

luff ya!

:b

nitez!

xoxo

hazie

kaki rokok??!

nope! i didnt disappeared or vanished into thin air, just so you know. [:
it rains almost everyday here in bangi/kajang, but i luff huJan, so it doesnt really bother me much.


oh,i know its hard for any of you to believe that i truly am busy, but its a solid fact. it is..
hmmm..
its been a long day..
today, me and mah two group members (mah frens) went to kajang and try to get ourselves a chance to interview any organization or company's owner regarding our group assignment. basically we need to write a report on how he/she runs the company and so on.


so yeah, we took a rapidkl right after our major class ended and went to kajang of cos to find our victim. lmao!
i must say that we were pretty damn lucky cos we managed to interview one of the owners of OPTIX WORLD.
hell yeah, no need to "cruise" around kajang to get those ~ "NO, im not free for any kinda interviews!" or " what is that again??" or "sorry. no time for that kinda stuff..".
hahaha..


our session with this yuppie ( young+urban+professional peeps) only takes around 30minutes yet im overwhelm. its always nice to talk to peeps who are so successful, right?
btw, entrevue means interview too, except its in french.
i luff french and if things work out, i might wanna learn french next semester. :P

anyhow, hmm.. the most annoying part of this outing is, non other than our luffly rapidkl driver. yucks!

our mr. big guy over here has done a marvelous job today by letting all the passengers waited for him for like 2 hours. and, not to mention it was rainning! it wasnt pouring but hello~~ we are the one who are paying their monthly salary, at least indirectly weh. yet, what sorta attitude they have been showing us? jeez.. but not all of them are irritating cos apparently, some of the drivers are friendly and nice, of cos, with good driving skills. unlike the other snobs!


well, whatelse can i do while waiting for mr. big guy to finish his break or whatsoever ( he actually stood right next to me at the corner and smoking)? yes, i took some randomaniac pictures, tats what i luff to call the pictures that i took. especially since i got this new camera fon. :b and here are some of the photo i took just now.
btw, me and my housemate reach home around, give or take 11pm. im not sure.

limliwei n' amoi camwhoring.. ..

and yes, i dun like to take any photos except mah legs! :b

again.. mah legs..

thats it for this one, i will keep posting and take more pictures, hopefully more legs involved. lmao!

ciaos!

xoxo

hazie

im doomed as if im in hell..

cos i failed to get the scholarship..

how am i supposed to get thru tis..

im clueless..

feel like i got a hit right at my head.. *bang!!*

absolutely no idea wut am i supposed to do.

im such a jackass..

the last thing that i ever wanna do is to be a burden to peeps around me.

it sux!

Jeez, help me..

xoxo
helpless n hopeless
hazie

juz got back from malacca and i cant wait to post. hehehe..
im kinda obsess with this bloggie thing cos apparently peeps who care about me do read mah blog and they wanna know whats going with mah life.
it feels good cos there are peeps who really read mah blog, and not bcos they are bored to death. :b
once again, thanks a lot bcos u care.

first of all, i have to admit that im relieved, when i found out that due to certain unforeseen circumstances, estranged couldnt be the supporting act at avie's concert.
pheewww.. hahaha..

and fyi, avril's onstage clothing is notg different from what she wear in her daily life - skinny, tees, hoodies.. so for those who said that she might dress up too sexy in her concert, this juzt show how much u dont know about avril. get a life! she aint britney wehh.. [:

and last saturday was a shocked to me. my luffly lil fren from jb pay me a visit. what a surprise! and yeah, she is mah sis' fren too. tats why i got to know her. :) but unfortunately for her, she had to helped us do some housechores.. haha. she is such a nice kiddo, and smart as well! but too bad she couldnt stay for the dinner. maybe next time!

tomorrow will be my first ever mid term. however, surprisingly im not really nervous as i should be. hey, im updating my blog, this already show how hegeh i am weh.

whatever, im going to study now so this is it.

gotta run!

cheerios!

happy fasting to all mah muslim frens!!

xoxo
hazie